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Just said goodbye to my best friend. Shit’s been real dude. I really miss you but this...

Thu, 22 Nov 2012 22:03:50 -0500

Just said goodbye to my best friend.
Shit’s been real dude. I really miss you but this ain’t the end. See you in a year. We’ll fuck shit up again.

chiefsfan71308: Domestic violence is not okay. It’s...

Wed, 14 Nov 2012 11:20:26 -0500

chiefsfan71308:

Domestic violence is not okay.

It’s never ok to lay your hands on anyone for any reason. My sister was a victim just this morning of domestic violence and the asshole is currently on jail with no bond and she got away with just a few nasty bruises (two of the only things I’m happy about)

Volunteering at the Hubbard House of Jacksonville next month.

We are saved

Wed, 07 Nov 2012 00:23:00 -0500

We are saved

If Romney wins, might as well say fuck college and fuck healthcare cuz I got a kid that I gotta save...

Tue, 06 Nov 2012 19:54:00 -0500

If Romney wins, might as well say fuck college and fuck healthcare cuz I got a kid that I gotta save money for college for (and I can’t borrow money from my parents like he suggested) and I got diabetes that insurance is gonna charge me 6 billion dollars to get some fucking insulin so I don’t die.

I hate the British accent with a passion but if he wins, I’m moving my ass out to England. Peace out.

I obviously voted for Obama

nunderwater: thekitchenstoofar: nunderwater: is it Christmas yet isitchristmas.com oH MYOGD

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 17:42:08 -0400

nunderwater:

thekitchenstoofar:

nunderwater:

is it Christmas yet

isitchristmas.com

oH MYOGD

I lost my best friend today. I got her a little while after my...

Wed, 19 Sep 2012 16:38:33 -0400

I lost my best friend today.

I got her a little while after my dad passed away and she is the main reason why I was able to smile again. It’s hard to be depressed when you have the happiest dog in the world who, even though she was really sick, still wagged her tail. I had her for 7 years and she made me smile everyday of those 7 years.

She stuck by me through everything. She knew when I was having a bad day and would lay her head on my knee and just look at me with those beautiful gold eyes and wag her tail. She never failed to make me laugh with her goofy antics in the pool where she would blow bubbles through her nose and race me from one end to the other. When I was sick she would lay in the bed with me and just snuggle close and I would feel better the next day.

She was the best dog ever and I could never ever even think to try and replace her. I loved her with all my heart and I miss her with all the pieces that she left behind.

Mocha, I’m sorry you had to suffer and I tried to make you feel better like you did for all those years for me. I’m glad I was able to be there for you and hug you until the end. I’m sorry that it was probably scary but now you’re safe. I love you and I hope you’re happy.

Mocha “Brown Dog” Bean

5/18/2005-9/18/2012

7 years ago today, was the worst day of my life. I found out...

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 13:20:02 -0400

7 years ago today, was the worst day of my life.

I found out that my dad had passed away. I was 13 years old and the world became real really fast. 2 days later on the 15th was his funeral. Whatever was left of my childhood was left there on those funeral home steps. You’re not supposed to lose your parent until you’re grown and ready to take on the world alone. How could I possibly be ready for that?

I wasn’t. Alcoholism became a serious problem then and it just got worse as I got older and more creative in my ways of getting my hands on it. And it’s still a struggle to have control over it.

I will never get over my dad’s death. It ripped my heart into pieces. I lost more than my dad that day. I lost the one person I could go to for anything. I lost the person who actually saw a future for me and did everything in his power to make sure it would happen.

One of the memories I have of him that has always stuck in my mind was when we were going to the zoo. We were at a red light by the cemetery and I looked out the window and there was a man and, what I assume was, his girlfriend or wife. They were obviously arguing. I must have been watching them really intently because my dad asked what I was looking at and almost right after he said that, the man punched his girlfriend and she hit the ground, knocked out cold. My dad got out of the car right there in the middle of the street and went after the guy and slammed him up against the fence of the cemetery and started to beat the crap out of him. Some other man in the car next to us called the police. I didn’t get to see what happened after that because my dad got back in the car and we went on our way to the zoo.

I remember just staring at him the rest of the drive. When we got to the zoo, he turned to me and I’ll never forget what he said. “If a man ever hits you, come to me. I’ll beat the shit out of him too.”

I’ve never been so proud of the person my dad was. Everyone on the outside can say that he was an mean person who was aggressive and intense but he loved me and that’s all I care about. In my eyes, he was the best person in the world that I loved more than anything.

I miss you dad. Thanks for always being there.

February 2, 1965- September 13, 2005

videohall: The counting song I almost turned it off in the...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 20:02:38 -0400

videohall:

The counting song

I almost turned it off in the first 3 seconds, I’m glad i sat through that.

Amazingly innocent and dark at the same time; I love it.

Well that escalated quickly.

And suddenly you DIE! That got pretty intense pretty quick. I’m a little scared now

Then Let Her Eat Cake!: You Know You're From Jax, Florida When...

Fri, 10 Aug 2012 22:08:04 -0400

Then Let Her Eat Cake!: You Know You're From Jax, Florida When...:

the200poundprincess:

1. You must learn to say the city name correctly. It is referred to as “Jax”.

2. You are either a Gator or a Nole. There are no other schools.

3. Forget the traffic rules you learned. No one pays attention to them here. Merging, yielding, and right-of-way are completely foreign terms.

4. To…

proud Parker graduate right here! haha :)

It’s hard to believe that in just a few weeks, I’ll...

Wed, 08 Aug 2012 21:00:50 -0400

It’s hard to believe that in just a few weeks, I’ll be saying goodbye to my best friend.

Jessica, you found me in my darkest place. The drinking had gotten way out of hand but you were there just in time. I don’t remember how it happened because it was so quick but I all of a sudden had a best friend. It was nice to have someone who was just down the street when I needed someone to talk to. I’ll never forget all those crazy, deep conversations on our night walks. It broke my heart when you moved to the Westside but we made the best of it. Thanks to you, I spent over $100 seeing the Avengers 18 times. And I would see it again if it meant that I could have 2 more hours with my best friend.

I tried begging you to stay and I’m sorry I made you cry, but I had to know that I did everything I could to convince you not to leave. Now I know there’s nothing I could do or say to change your mind. It breaks my heart into a million pieces but I’m gonna say goodbye the best I can and take you to the airport because no matter what, you’re my best friend and I love you dude.

I’m angry sometimes and afterwards I always feel guilty. I know I’m not really mad at...

Sat, 16 Jun 2012 23:53:33 -0400

I’m angry sometimes and afterwards I always feel guilty. I know I’m not really mad at you. There was nothing you could do but leave me. It still hurts a lot. Every time February or June or September rolls around, those angry, guilty, hurt, sad feelings all come back full swing like you left yesterday.

I just wanted to say that I’m not mad at you. I will never be truly angry at you. I love you with all my heart and I’m mad that it hurts as bad as it does. I’m angry at myself because I can’t seem to stop the pain from coming on.

I just really miss you a lot and that someday, hopefully, I’ll be able to forgive you for leaving and make the pain go away so I’m not angry anymore.

I’m hurt and you’re supposed to fix it. I’m sorry dad.

Happy Father’s Day

RIP

February 2, 1965-September 13,2005

I felt like if I got my dad’s name or a ribbon like my...

Wed, 06 Jun 2012 13:37:55 -0400

I felt like if I got my dad’s name or a ribbon like my family did, that I would look at it and remind myself everyday that my father is dead. So I was looking through the closet one day and found my old yahtzee box. He and I loved to play this game. He was the Yahtzee king. I only beat him once. We’d play everyday as much as we could in those short two weeks we were together every summer.

The longer I looked at the box, the more I smiled. It was the first time I had ever smiled since his death. I decided that would be my first tattoo. Terrified as I am of needles, I walked into the parlor with my box and told the woman at the counter, “this is what I need you to give me. These dice right here.”

Now I can look at my tattoo in the mirror and smile. I can remember laughing with my dad. I can be happy again.

Recovery day one.

And I’m trying really hard. I promise

Sun, 03 Jun 2012 22:08:57 -0400

And I’m trying really hard. I promise

avatarstateyipyip: pizzaforpresident: So in one week we’ve got three cannibal cases in Florida, a...

Thu, 31 May 2012 09:29:21 -0400

avatarstateyipyip:

pizzaforpresident:

So in one week we’ve got three cannibal cases in Florida, a man spitting blood all over a highway patrol officer, another man disemboweling himself and then throwing his intestines at two police officers, and a woman beheading her infant and eating it’s brain…….

That’s it…I’m moving.

This beautiful woman is coming to Jacksonville and I’m...

Tue, 08 May 2012 18:05:19 -0400

This beautiful woman is coming to Jacksonville and I’m totally going. And tix are only $20. :)))))))))

when-i-recover: SubmissionEdit by Nikki This is what I...

Sun, 06 May 2012 20:06:14 -0400

when-i-recover:

Submission
Edit by Nikki

This is what I promise to do.

global warming. It’s too damn hot for those big ass...

Fri, 27 Apr 2012 12:57:36 -0400

global warming. It’s too damn hot for those big ass dresses

Dude you were one of my first followers, which makes you awesome. The fact that you dealt with SM and other obstacles in your life amazes and inspires me because I'm a basket case lol and hope to do better. Happy freaking birthday! Stay cool bro :D <3

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 22:20:00 -0400

Wow thanks. This means a lot to me. SM has been really sucky but now that I’ve gotten a good handle on it, it’s a lot easier. There are still times when it creeps up on me but it’s easier to deal with. I’m glad I inspire you and I hope you do do better. Thanks for the birthday wish. It’s been a pretty awesome one. :)

gunz-oxovo: LMFAOO . I love him <3

Tue, 13 Mar 2012 22:02:55 -0400

gunz-oxovo:

LMFAOO .

I love him <3

Reblog together with your birthday.

Thu, 08 Mar 2012 08:21:12 -0500

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